E
I should have seen this from the start
                         F#m
I should have always been on my own
                   A                                B
Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here
                      C#m
I should have just disappeared
                            E
The time that we have spent apart
                    F#m
Has made me realize I am torn
                     A                    B                 E
Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn

[Verse 2]
                          E
And now I sit here in the dark
                  F#5
In a city that is not my own
                    A                         B                C#m
There’s a roof over me and four walls to keep me away from the cold
                      E
The disappointment in myself
                                  F#5
Is more than you'll ever know and more than I show
                   A
And it's perfectly clear
               B
I shouldn't be here
                 E
I should just disappear

[Chorus]
                                 E5
I should have seen this from the start
                          F#5
I should have always been on my own
                   A5                               B5
Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here
                     C#5
I should have just disappeared
                           E5
The time that we have spent apart
                   F#5
Has made me realize I am torn
                     A5                   B5               E5
Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn
                     A5                   B5               E5
Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn
      A5                 B5            E5
Who I was, who I came to be, the one I mourn

[Solo]
E5 F#5 A5 B5 C#5
E5 F#5 A5 B5 E5

[Bridge]
A         C#5      B
Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away
C#5    B                   E
I deserve what's coming to me
A         C#5      B
Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away
C#5    B                   E
I deserve what's coming to me
C#5
I just wanted to feel love, to feel love, to be loved

[Outro]
N.C.                             E
I should have seen this from the start
                          F#m
I should have always been on my own
                         A
You've made it perfectly clear
               B
I shouldn't be here
                  E
Now I'll just disappear